KTJ Prom 2014; Bal Des Edelweiss❅

Or what us, commoners, would call the 'Ball of the Winter Flowers'. Such a beautiful name for this year's KTJ annual prom dinner. As you all know, I left KTJ back in form 5 but of course there's no harm in meeting up with fellow old friends whom I might not meet for years long in the future! This year, the event took place in Aloft Hotel, KL Sentral. A relatively new hotel yet it was surprisingly good. I loved the food served during the event and the location is pretty accessible, too!

During the event, there was a time when all couples hit the dance floor and slow-danced. Well, I danced with my girls since I didn't have a date and it was still so awesome although the dance seemed more like a group hug. 

This year, they set up the photo booth again, which I was really excited about. We took several photos just like last year a because heaven knows when will we be able to take pictures like that again in the future!

 I had a great time in KTJ's prom this year. It was nice to see so many familiar faces and how much these people have changed throughout the years. Sometimes, a good time like this made me regret leaving KTJ in the first place :(

Hello there, Mr. Potato!

I'm still pretty much melancholic these days. Of course, a girl's best friend in perilous sadness is none other than food and lots and lots of retail therapy. I found a long twisted potato in Bukit Bintang last Saturday and when my eyes caught them I knew instantly that I had to get them! The last time I saw this delicious carb-loaded greasy treat was when I was in Dubai a few years back and they were the bomb! So, of course I had to get them. I must!

The potato was unexpectedly super duper longgg! Thank God, my brother was tagging along :D

Yup, look at my face. I was a happy child; eating the long potato right out of the stick and no, I didn't finish them all by myself of course! And being a self-proclaimed cheese maniac that I am, I had to order one that's drizzled with cheese flavoring goodness. However, I do think that they could use a little bit more seasoning there! If I'm not mistaken the name of the stall is Tea Chansii, they're located somewhere in the middle of Fahrenheit88 and Lot10. They were actually quite good but the one I had in Dubai was sooooo much better! :(

The Queen of My Heart♕

I'm still missing you.
So much, that it hurts.

The thing about losing someone you love is that it turns beautiful memories into sad ones. The smile that brought you joy now brings tears to your eyes and the voice that you expect to hear everyday now vanishes into thin air.

 It all seemed surreal at first but when the reality sunk in, all I could do was to hug myself, trying my best to keep intact and not crumbling. I can still clearly remember you waving back at me and how I turned around to look at you one more time before leaving for class because I somehow had a feeling that I won't be seeing you much longer. There was one time when you were barely conscious and I was holding your hand and accidentally called out 'Pipi Mochi' and the next second your eyes fluttered open, staring back at me and your hands with all the power left in them grasped my hand back. I am so glad that I had the time to proclaim 'We Love You' to you, although I hoped I had said that a million times when you were around. I can never forget how you hug me tight after I said it, even when you had so little energy left. I love you, I love you, I love you.

Another thing that I remembered clearly was how you asked me to lie next to you on the hospital bed and your soft hands caressing my head and back, drowning ourselves in nostalgia on how we used to sleep together when I was a child. I wished we had never stopped doing that.

I'm still missing you.
And I know that I always will. The day you're gone, you left a hole inside of me and there is no one else can fit in. All I could do is to learn how to live my bare days without you and it still pains me.
The future is coming and I don't want to lose you as much as it hurts me.

I'm sure there will come a time when you will become of the most beautiful memory in me, exactly what you are supposed to be.